Since you left me or, more accurately: I left you – Wow – and whoa and wheew – yeaoh = I am here and I am alright.
I feel like I need to just let everyone know that my basicness is okness – (yeah, I know I am making up words that don’t exist).
How are you? And, I am ok ~ doesn’t come close to the gamut of reflection and metamorphosis of the last few months.
Some new habits:
I meditate everyday – I go to the gym three times a week – I run; 5 Ks now, looking at a half marathon sometime next year. I am stronger mentally and physically. I am a success story in many ways.
With that is also the intense pain that continues to flow at times – maybe not with the complete flooding of the beginning – but all the power is intact.
The difference between sitting next to a rushing river and being in a rushing river.
The river is the same —– you have a different perspective.
You know it is only a couple steps away – — you know you will always hear it and feel it —– but somehow – you are ok.
Am I coming back to WP? I think so – but I can’t say for sure right now.
Still putting myself back together – Come a long way and far to go.
I leave you with a photo of a bighorn sheep I took in July from the Badlands — that is one of the wows! – the Badlands and me — we understand each other.
Hope to write again soon.